TOLD you.....

Lord have mercy....I had NO idea what I was talking about when I said "the race has begun". This year has been insane!! Especially this past semester....the work load and intensity has tripled! Well, tonight is my LAST final for the semester....so tomorrow, I will be back in the real world and I will hopefully be able to keep up with all the things that have been neglected this past year. My closet is a MESS....actually, my whole room is a mess! I can not WAIT to get it organized! That is the first thing on my list....I will start tomorrow morning....but it may take a day or two to actually get it done! Then...there is this whole 20 lbs that I managed to pick up this school year. That is gonna be the next thing I tackle! Brett got me a gym membership (Shapes-$10 per month! How crazy is that!?), so I will be working hard on losing the weight. I want to lose at least 10 lbs......which I think is pretty realistic since 10 of those lbs that I gained were related to going off my migraine medication and my thyroid tumors. The remaining 10 lbs......were pure ice cream and overindulgence! :/ Anyhoo-I am so excited about finishing up the semester and I can hardly believe that I only have three more classes left to go. (well....4, if you count the one I am taking "just because") It has been a long journey and I still feel like I will wake up and realize that it was just a dream! I seriously do not know how I managed to come this far and keep a 4.0 average....only GOD, is all I can say! I told someone in class last week that my GPA does not reflect my actual intelligence (she looked at me like I was crazy and acted as though I was displaying false humility).......but it is definitely the way that I feel. Maybe I need more confidence in myself.....or maybe I should stay exactly the way I am.....I guess it makes me work that much HARDER, thinking that I am not capable of doing what I am managing to do. hmmmm........